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I'm so depressed with my life.. all of the tense, tears n memory keep buzzing on my head.. i wish there is no week like this in future.. the tense dat almost kill my soul, the tears dat drag me to hell.. i hate all of this.. i hate everyone dat ruin my life.. hope just come n flow away easily.. i'm not strong enugh.. i need help.. Ya Allah, i'll pray dat Allah gv me strength.. i dun want to cont my stupidity like yestrday.. i'm weak again when i'm start thinking bout it.. dear medicine..please stay with me.. dear fren, please b with me.. dear family, please support me..

I wish i'll b doing my umrah ryte nw.. i juz want to live in peace, w/o my mind being dstracted.. sumtimes, when i'm thinking bout death, i'm afraid.. afraid dat Allah wont forgive all my sin, if i'm dead.. but ,Ya Allah, i'm more willing to meet u rather than staying with this pain.. i'm hopeless wit evehytin.. i'm not sure where my life will b.. i juz hope Allah gve me hidayah n strength.. please Ya Allah, save me from all this pain..

syg sy untuk..

Aku tak mahu mnangis demi cinta thadap seorg insan.. kerna aku lebih rela menangis jika cintaku thadap Allah dan keluarga smakin pudar dan hilang, kerna kealpaan ku mghadapi liku kehidupan.. terima kasih Ya Allah kerna mmberi aku peluang mngecapi kejayaan.. untuk aku sumbangkn kepada keluarga yang aku syg..

*** (4/4/2011 12:19:19 AM): dont u ever talkin about me as ur ex to everyone..
azmi (4/4/2011 12:19:29 AM): who r u want to stop me?
azmi (4/4/2011 12:19:34 AM): who r u want to force me?
*** (4/4/2011 12:19:40 AM): i am no one..
azmi (4/4/2011 12:19:43 AM): so be it
*** (4/4/2011 12:19:48 AM): i am not forcing you either..
azmi (4/4/2011 12:19:58 AM): so dont ask me to do things i dont want
azmi (4/4/2011 12:20:00 AM): ok?
*** (4/4/2011 12:20:19 AM): ok
azmi (4/4/2011 12:20:26 AM): alhamdulillah
*** (4/4/2011 12:20:26 AM): i wish i never meet you..
azmi (4/4/2011 12:20:28 AM): thanx
*** (4/4/2011 12:20:29 AM): thnk you
azmi (4/4/2011 12:20:55 AM): thanx for those pain words


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guys, i juz hope everyone will learn from this.. every words we said is like a doa(prayer).. so altho if we hate others, juz pray the good things for them.. not something that cn hurt their feelings.. remember, Allah(GOD) will repay all of the goods and bad we did.. so who know, by praying a good things for others, Allah(GOD) will bless and direct us in correct path for our future..

people will learn from mistake.. so.. everyone including me, this is life, we deal with it before we learn from it..

persepsi hati..
(sorry for my grammar k.. as i said, we learn from mistake.. :) )

:-) hypocrite n reality

Alhamdulillah.. she seems so hepy nw.. altho i'm thorn into pieces.. neway, life is full of suprise.. people will act like angel to hide all the mstake.. and it gettin worse when u let urself down n let others blame n misjudge u wit everythin..

N for those who r seeing me like unmatured person, hey shut up! I'm not hypocrite like u.. culture shock prson n think dat u r cool enuf to act like dat.. i hv been raise in a place where some of my fren doesnt know how to read, die at young age bcoz of drugs, in juvana bcoz of theft,murdered a person n rape.. so r u still thinking dat u r cool enuf by repo wit a bunch of people dat use to shisha n smoking in mamak stall everyday? Haha! U such a jerk!

So if u think i'm goin to change myself, for the sake to win ur heart, or to b close wit u.. dude! I'm not hypocrite like u.. i'm proud to b myself.. my experience has thought me a lot hw to b grateful wit ur life.. it showed me hw importnt to b close with Allah (GOD), my fmily n myself.. i believe in sincerity.. when u done sumtin good sincerely, Allah(GOD) will pay ur kindness more than u could imagine..

still thinking i'm too skema?nerd? Think again.. my heart has suffered a lot.. my head has been blocked by memories.. but things would not stop me for being such a person that cn make Allah, my fmily n people dat appreciate me, proud of having me as khalifah/son/person dat they has met in this world.. this is me.. persepsi dari hati, tafsiran pada akal ntok kegunaan sanubari..

P/s sory for my grammar k.. i'm still learning hw to write things btter..