confess...

is that my title sound weird?? huhuh!! hurm. have u ever confess to sum1?? how many failure u have?? hurm2.. me?? of coz i do.. i do have failure too.. sum person that i confess are oledy luv sum1.. sum juz leave it silent.. untill for a long moment.. untill the day i feel tired of being waitng (but it is my fall to waited because she ask not to do so).. but believe me, i'm waited coz i oledy promise to his parents, i oledy told her parents about my feelings toward thier daughter.. suddenly, when we started talking back, owh crap, she already have sum1 else...

my x-gf leave me bcoz she said she doesnt want to step back her family.. she told me everytime when we hang out together, she lied to his family.. but i'm not asking her to do so.. i'm encouraging her to told her family.. i oledy meet her family, but i still dont know, why this family reason have lead me to complicated confusion.. i already try to confess her again.. but she has replied wit a sentences that i believe i'm not in her world anymore...

hurm.. sum1 oso has confessed to me about her feelings.. she like me bcoz the way i am.. but, nah.. she's too kind for me.. i dun tink i can accept her.. i oledy anggap her as my besties ever, even i'm prefer to be fren with her than be a couple.. coz i dun want to lose such a gudfren like her... i oledy lose sum1 that tend to be my bestfren for the past bcoz of this couple thing..

now, again, i confessing sum1 that older than me.. sum1 that more matured than me, in hope that she can help me to breath in this world.. n more important, hoping that she understand me, a simple guy that live in his simple world, most care about his family,protect his family from what have people done to one of his family member in past, and only understand what he want than anyone else.. yeah, she cannot give answer for my confession, she need time.. so, i'm hoping dat i'm able to wait untill that time.. smoga hati ni sentiasa teguh dan tabah dari anasir-anasir yang tak elok.. amin...