silence

its been a couple of times in a week that i dreaming bout you.. i'm not sure bout what has happen in truth, but might be it just a bad sign that only reside in my dreams either..

there is a time when i sat alone and cry.. but its better to remain silence..
there is a time when i enjoy and loud.. but its better to remain silence..
there is a time when i miss you a lot.. but its better to remain silence..
there is a time when i really need you.. but its better to remain silence..
there is a time when i really hope for you.. but again, better for me to keep silence..


some quote say, silence is golden (yerp we will see that in our school canteen :D )
but sometimes silence can kill..

there is a time when i need someone to break my silence but, i'm too afraid, that i'm being apart from Allah if i follow my intuition..
As times goes by, i learn to be better.. there is no point for me for hoping as much as sky high if others side remain silence..
Although there is a time where i miss those tears, madness, angry, laugh.. i will remain silence..

i will let it kill my soul, thus i can learn how to speak with Allah better.. i love my religious, as i love my future wife is someone who can teach me about Islam better..

One day, when people say how painful u are when u broke up? i will say "hey, keep it silence for a year, then you know how painful i'm.."

as i wrote this, i'm praying that Allah put me with people that put his/her love to Allah, thus i can build up my iman and go further..